As you go pondering on what exactly is love, you might find weird and varied thoughts about love that would puzzle you to the core, causing an imbalance in your brain.
Just a few days back, they were the best of friends, and it was her happiness that mattered to him the most. Although, he was overprotective about her, and more possessive than her boyfriend, if she had one, he never had any such feelings for her that a guy would have for his girl. She was all but his best friend. Nothing more than that. He cared for her. He loved her, and was concerned about the smallest mistakes she did.
As time passed by, his feelings changed. He fell for her one night when alcohol ran through his blood. She fell for him, too. But she realized it wasn't love when she got back to her senses the next morning. He certainly couldn't get back to his senses. Bloody alcohol. No, bloody him.
It's only then, his unconditional love for her turned narrow, and he started expecting from her. Expectations lead to sorrows. And the river of sorrow was awaiting a flood of sorrows in his life. From her happiness, now it was his selfish desire to have her in his life. He wanted her to be his. Forever.
It was etched in some corner of his brain that she loved him, too, but it was a preconceived notion and not the reality. The reality was too harsh for him to handle.
Initially, he wanted her to be happy, and he wouldn't mind selecting the best of guy for her after making the guys go through a bloody tough loyalty test. But now? He was being a selfish loser. He believed that he could keep her happy, when her happiness belonged elsewhere. He couldn't see more than what he wanted to see.
Happiness is loving someone who doesn't give a shit about you, read a post from 'The Happy Page'. Well, that's not happiness. That's stupidity. And for stupid people like him, who always get attracted to people who don't give a shit about him, inspite of there being hundreds of others who would be dying to be with him, it's actually happiness. Stupidity for stupid people is no doubt, happiness. But how long can you be happy loving someone who doesn't give a shit about you? A day, a week, a month, a year? A decade? Or forever? Well, forever sounds sweet and the certainly the purest form of love, but at the same time, it's the stupidest thing to do, no matter if the mere existence of that person is a source of joy for you.
Maybe, it's just a distorted form of love. Maybe, it's not love at all. Maybe, they are meant to be the best of friends, for some people make better friends than couples. Maybe, it's all meant to be.
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